Post by Lil! on Jun 6, 2011 5:19:26 GMT -8
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,10,true][atrb=style, background-color: #423c42;,true][cs=2][style=background-image: url('http://i.imgur.com/9Cxxb.png'); width: 620px; height: 300px; border: #fff 1px dashed;] [/style][style=font-family: times; text-align: center; letter-spacing: -2px; font-size: 30px; color: #eef4f0;]& ALIXXES `[/style][style=font-family: arial narrow; font-size: 9px; letter-spacing: 1px; text-align:justify; width: 620px; line-height: 8px; color: #d2c9c6;]WE AINT EVER GONNA WIN BUT IT DON'T MEAN WE CAN'T TRY IT'S A LOSING BATTLE ALL THE WAY BUT IT'S WORTH THE CRY - - - - [/style] | |
| [atrb=width,440][style=margin-top: -10px; margin-right: -10px; border: #fff 1px dashed; padding: 5px; overflow: auto; width: 450px; height: 200px; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 9px; line-height: 10px; background-color: #eaf0ec; color:#423c42;] AINT NO ROSES TO SEND ME TO THE MORGUE Pack Canopus Rank Beta Gender Female Age 5 years, eight months and fifteen days... Counting... MAYBE DEAR YOUR COLORS DON'T SHOW Fur Color White Eye Color Turquoise Scars Numerous. Most are small, but one runs from her front right paw, ending on her stomach. Appearance Upon first examination, you notice that Alixxes is a plain white wolf with blue eyes. But this is not quite true. Her fur color is not just plain white- it has hints of brown-yellow in it, giving the ivory a slightly golden appereance. The godlen shows out mainly in the dark, when the sun sin`t shining on her. Otherwise, you don`t see the yellowish overlay at all, unless you go really close. The wolf almost never lets her fur become dirty. It looks groomed, unless she is having one of the "lazy" days. Another thing is, that when you first thought that her eyes are just blue, than the more you gaze into those pools, you begin to notice hints of blue-green, which creates a pale turoise color. The look in them is mysterious. You can barely read out anything from her bottomless soul. The eyes remain purely innocent, but wickedly devilish at the same time, making it look like there is no border between good and evil, or, if there is one, Alixxes is just inbetween, walking the thin line. Alixxes`ears are sharp, v shaped like those of most wolves. Her muzzle isn`t long, nor is it short. Her body, in general looks well-proportioned, her moves graceful. She is a good runner, but not very strong. Her voice is often soft and silent, more rarely hostile and cold. AND YET IT ISN'T A SIN TO KILL THOSE YOU LOVE Power Type Spiritual-Sould Bonding. Power Branch Ability to bond with an animal for short periods of time. Personality Alixxes is DIFFICULT. You can never understand what is going around in the little head of hers, unless you have the ability to read minds. But even than, it would take some time. Some corners of her mind are those, which she doesn`t know that exist herself. Her thoughts trail off the intended route quite often. You see, she is the kind of wolf that hides her feelings. When she smiles at you oh how sweetly, she could actually be pissed off at you. She does not want to be asked that annoying "Are you okay?" all the time, even when she knows that she actually needs support. Alixxes has told hereslf too often, that she doesn`t need anyone. But deep inside she yearns for love and care. Unsure of what to look for, and afraid of getting burned, she decides that she doesn`t need anything instead. When she is alone, or thinks that she is, Alixxes will be just herself. She is also a wolf that cannot decide, wheter she is good or bad. ADVETUROUS would be her word as well. It really goes hand in hand with CURIOSITY. She does not care about dangers, after all, curiosity killed the cat not the wolf. The femme denies the fact that she could actually die because of the stupid deeds chased by the need to wander around. Many times, she has faced the other side, almost pulled in. And with the time, she has learned to laugh at death, putting the fear to lose her life, aside. And oh, how many times hse has escaped with no wounds at all. In fact, the scars she has, make her look more omnious, at least that is her opinion. She carries them with pride, shows them off, even. WISE...Her deeds would not say that, but her words scream wisdom. She always knows what to say, even in the stickiest situations. Alixxes might become ANNOYING because of what she says, though. She likes to shout out her honest opinion, you see. And honest opinions aren`t something that are always pleasant. Alixxes HATES LYING. Even though she is KIND, her heart is not made of pure gold. Alixxes is quite SINISTER really. Deep inside, lies a monster, who ENJOYS PAIN. When that monster decides to uncurl itself, the white wolf will be the bringer of agony. But what you give is what you receive, right? She ENJOYS FIGHTING, even though she isn`t strong. She is swift, which covers the lack of strength pretty nicely. The thing she enjoys most is fighting with the ones who come in revenge to her. She doesn`t like to listen to her heart at times. You could expect your secrets to be safe with her, Alixxes is VERY TRUSTWORTHY. Preferences Likes fighting, pain sometimes, but also sunny days as well as rain, fireflies. She dislikes dishonesty, weak creatures(but most often, she will help them anyways.) Strengths/Weaknesses She is fast, graceful and swift. But she isn`t very strong. HOW IS THERE A PAST IF NO ONE REMEMBERS NO MORE Family Mother Shaira, father Kiro. Both have ceased to exist. Murdered would be the painful truth. She had three siblings, a brother and two sisters, who were also murdered. Two litters of puppies, one when she was her family pack aplha, and one when she was a loner. Regrets She regrets that she left her family before they were murdered. She also regrets killing her puppies during her loner months. Secret Ambitions History SIXTEEN days, FIVE hours The world is odd. All I can see is dark walls of our cave. There is a hole in one wall, where light pours in, and that is all. Well, I can``t see really clearly, so maybe there is something I missed. I have nothing left to do but sit in here and growl when my sisters chew my tail with their non-existant teeth. I iwhs i could talk to them. But my voice doesn`t come out. And I don`t know what to say, either. I have abrother as well, but he is hiding from me... Its too dark to notice anything... ONE month, TWO days, SEVEN hours I had no idea that the world is so beautiful! The sky is a bright blue, with an occasional puff of white floating around. Birds sing in treetops... I can hear them faintly, but still. I can hear them! And they fly so gracefully... It makes me think what would it be like to feel the air flow in my face up there. Mother says that we can`t go far from the den but i want to explore! I don`t want to be a bad girl, but I try to go as far as I can without mother running after me. I hate tripping over my feet. Mum laughs at me. But I am not the clumsiest one, Fanira, my only brother is so skinny and trips even more! Father told me that he needs time. My sisters are stronger than me, especially Alikira. But guess what? I am faster! We race in front of our den because mummy still doesn`t let us go any further. She is wayy too careful. But it is still fun! TWO months, ONE week, ONE day Finally we can go further than our den! Mother told us that we will move away tomorrow. I can`t wait! She also said that we have to find ourselves-whatever that means-, as soon as possible. That there are also bad wolves around. I don`t understand that quite well... Why would anyone want to do anything bad to us? I have never thought about that... Well, father was right. Fanira needed time. He is getting better, more stronger. I can see hints of lavender in his blue eyes, while his fur is turning from black to a beautiful tan... Alikira is becoming bossy. She always pushes me around. Her eyes are taking the color of red. Very appropriate for her, isn`t it? But her fur is remaining black. Finally, my third sister, Shania is a sweetheart. She is so kind to me. Her orbs have flecks of green that grow with every week. And her fur is turning into a dark brown. My fur color is the lightest in my family. It is slowly, but steadily turning white. And my eyes don`t change too much, just a bit more greenish blue. Mother wonders why my words are all so carefully chosen and smart. While my siblings say things without thinking, often. It makes me lough. They will probably become as smart as I am later. FOUR months, SIX days Our first hunt was i n c r e d i b l e! We got to run so fast, and we went really far! We were chasing a rabbit, but well. Hunt is a hunt, right? And it tasted great as well... Now I understand what mother meant by "finding ourselves". I now know my mind, I trust my words. And I feel something right on the edge of my mind. Electricity. Magic, mother said. But unfortunately, I can only feel that tingling spark, nothing else. And father explained to me that I can`t control it completely until I get at least seven. Such a long time to wait! But I am sure it is worth it. Anyways, I can use it, still, when I reach maturity, but I will fail most of the time. Patience, patience, patience. I don`t even know what I can do yet! At least my eyes are completely solid color now. So are Fanira`s, Shania`s and Alikira`s. My hair is almost completely white now, but it will take two more months for the dark fur to dissapear completely. SIX months, THREE hours My fur is not blending in with the surroundings well. The leaves are falling from the trees, everything is in shades of red, yellow and golden... And I am off-white. Hah. But when snow falls, it will be better. Also, my paws aren`t that big anymore, in fact, I look alot like my mother, exept for the fur and eye color. We hunt deer as well now. Not too often, but enough to have an occasional run of a few miles. I love dodging the trees, making unexpected turns and jumps. I adore running! I am still faster than my siblings and I can run next to father now! But I admit, he is looking older and older with every day. He doesn`t hunt with us all the time anymore. I am beginning to worry... TWO years, ONE month, SEVEN days So much time has passed. Father is gone. It was his time to go. And i had to deal with it. He was a good wolf. A male loner joined our pack, taking his place. Fanira refused, and we needed an Alpha, while mother stepped back. I fought... I fought with Alikira. She wanted to become an alphess and so did I. I won. But barely. She is strong, while I am fast. But I lead our pack now. With Jairo, the loner wolf that joined us. He is appealing... And well... I like him. But it is too early to make anything out of us yet. Many other strangers have crossed our valley. Many fights have happened. Eh. So much blood, pain, screams... Isn`t life beautiful? My darker part rises every time a stranger wolf comes here. I don`t care if they are hurt. I want them gone. THREE years, TWO days We should expect puppies soon. It has been a month since we decided to expand our pack. Alikira left. Fanira said that he will stay until he feels like he wants to leave. But he will come back, he promised. Shania said that she would stay until she dies. Hopefully, she doesn`t die too soon. The spark on the edge of my mind, it has grown. I tried to use it, but I failed. The second time, I felt the presence of another creature somewhere. All I had to do is find it. And so, we bonded. It was a snake. I could talk to her, feel her in my mind... She was like a part of my family... For four days. That was all. But it`s better than nothing, right? THREE years, FOUR months Five. There were five pups. All healthy. I am so happy.Shania has taken the role of a babysitter. But as soon as they can eat solid food, I will go to travel around. I need a break. Shania agreed to take care fo them, the pack, Jairo... I have decided. FOUR years, THREE months It is time. I spent as much time as possible with the pack, even more than intended. I am taking the journey tomorrow. I hope they can do just as well without me as they did with me. But it felt good watching them grow. They aren`t that small anymore. Two girls and three boys- she-wolves named Nara and Zya, males named Zao, Delphian, Nether and Diruo. They are all gray or brown, exept Zya. She is white, like me. With golden eyes... Goodbyes will be hard. FIVE years After a while, I decided to go back. Oh, how wrong I was when I thought that it would be great to be back home. But... What I saw was horrifying. Smell of putrid corpses hung in the air, carcasses scattered over the ground on crimson grass. Yes, crimson from b l o o d. I couldn`t believe it. Who could possibly do such a thing? I didn`t know what to do. My feet lifted, steps pounding heavily, even too heavily on the ground. A flash of white in the corner of my eye... Zya stood there, snarling at me. I stepped back. Blood dripped from her mouth, as she stood there, watching, waiting. Blood seeped from the cut on her neck. She would die soon... And than she jumped. I took another step back while she fell with a sickly thud. And I ran. Ran, not knowing where. I just ran. And revenge, I promised I will pay back to whoever did it. LISTEN HIGH LISTEN LOW IF YOU'RE A GENIE LET IT SHOW BUT WISHES AINT WITH US NO MORE JUST ANOTHER URBAN LEGEND WE'LL NEVER EVER KNOW [/style] | [atrb=width,140][style=margin-top: -10px; border: #fff 1px dashed; padding: 5px; overflow: auto; width: 140px; height: 200px; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 9px; line-height: 10px; background-color: #eaf0ec; color:#423c42; text-align:center;] status , DONE, WHOO! amazingness , Well, that is up to the accepter to decide, yes? notes , Phew. It is long, sorry... [/style] |
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